I asked for some opinion on my options,
here's what I gather so far.
1. If I decide to enlist here, my current passport will be replaced. I was told that this would not be desirable. Also, I'm asthmatic, and can't swim (yet).
2. I am aware of what my passions are. Unfortunately, it is unlikely that I will be able to make a living doing my passions, thus if I decide to pursue them as work, chances are that they'd have to be a sideline-in-my-own-capacity kind of thing.
3. I have already spent the last 2++ years in studying engineering stuff, I can get most of it, and perhaps would have gotten mechanics of flight right if I had put in effort.
I think you can see where this is going right ?